I can’t believe this is goodbye, to all the moments we had, and now, never experience…so I’m going to make this right. I loved you, like no other. Everything we had, every little thing I said, everything I did…was true and it came from heart. You won’t ever get the chance to know how much it all did mean to me. But that’s alright, life’s a bitch in the most unexpected ways. I realize now, that I should have just said whatever was on my mind. Not telling you how I feel, and not explaining what I feel inside, made me lose the one I loved the most…and trust me. It hurt like fucking hell. The first day we met, wow. When I look back at that, I smile to myself, knowing that what we said, was sorta cute. We barely met, and it wasn’t like we would have known we’d be as close as we are, or were. Through all the cute moments we had, remember the times we’d have our deep conversations, were all we’d do is talk about how much we love each other? I’ll miss those the most, to be completely honest. I’d cry, but that would show a sign of weakness. Remember when no one in the world mattered besides me and you? Remember when we both discussed that we were more than just an internet couple? It was actually real, it felt real. It’s like, you were the ONLY one I’d tell everything to. Even if you thought otherwise. I kinda feel horrible about this all, and there’s no denying the fact it can show either. There’s one person who told me something, to make me feel better from this all. “There’s always a light at the end of the tunnel..” and of course, I didn’t want to believe that. I wanted to be depressed, and grief over what just happened. But when I broke down in tears, I took time to think. And I realized…even if not now, or tomorrow, or maybe next week, I will be happy. This bump in the road, like we both “promised” would have been nothing. Now it counts for something, and I can’t take it. Forgetting you, is like forgetting everyone I know and love all together. I want to let you know, that even though you have made up your mind about leaving me for her, as in completely, and I mean forgetting ENTIRELY, about what we had, I’ll always love you. I’m still here for you, and even though you might think not, I do love and meant everything I did. You are and always will be my number one…my best friend, the one…I fell for. But now I guess I have time by my side. But time doesn’t always heal everything, now does it? I guess all I have to do is be patient, and go with the flow. Life won’t be amazing from this point on, but I’ll deal with all the pain. You were the one to get me through it, considering you were the strength I needed. Now that you’re gone… I don’t have it. But this isn’t about blaming, or hating, or anything like that. It’s about reminiscing in the best moments, and the best times of my life, all because of you. I thank you for being there for me when no one else was, and thank you for loving me the way you did. No one can ever compare to you…ever. I love you, so much. Know that, forever. And I mean it.